The irony of it all

so figures a new blog and at a time im in a type of vacation i guess, funny thing when youre not doing a lot its exactly the time to think things through more, but sometimes thinking about stuff is not the same as actually doing something, its ironic in a way what happened yesterday pretty much a lecture from one of my teachers telling me that me and my sister were being treated like lap dogs by my mother, the sad thing about it , its true i never admited it thinking my mother would change but no its the same cycle over and over again.

and this has taken a toll on my professional practice at a foundation that takes care of homeless elderly people, i havent fullfilled my job as a psychologist there as well as i could have all because ive got use to people pushing me telling me what to do, instead of me taking the initiative and actually do something, so i decided from now on, ill give 1000% to everything i do, do what i have to do where im going to do my job as a psychologist and stop letting my mother treat me and my sister like lap dogs, seems like she doesnt want us to be independent, because she became dependent on us to do everything with her.