a small tale about friendship

ive been waiting to write this for a while and had never given the chance to do it, why exactly i dont know but its a theme ive wanted to talk about for a long time even before i even started this blog its friendship not only the word but what does it mean and how many true friends ive had in my life so far.

so pretty much the first friendships everyone has are in high school or before it, well i had a group of people i hanged out with i dont know if i would call them friends or not, i graduated with them before this happened i found out a bit late that they were only using me to go to a club that doesnt exist anymore that had pools, soccer field among other stuff.

they never were my friends no matter how much i would say the contrary to myself, so after this when i started college since i was a very shy person a person came up to me and offered to be my friend or so i thought, i hanged out with his group but didnt clicked with anyone and didnt thought they were my friends either.

after this i was in two more groups the last one was the one i clicked with, they were nice people and we did had some things in common, that group disbanded when i changed to another classroom though i ocasionally saw them from time to time.

so in a nutshell in my life i think ive only ever had one true friend with whom i still talk to when we both can, hopefully soon i can find more true friends with whom i can hang out with and talk and have fun.